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Jade ~ Love Like Winter

Who is this strange face?

Did you ever stare at yourself in the mirror and wonder: "Who is this strange person?" I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror lately and I don't know who is staring back at me through those bloodshot eyes.

I don't recognize myself anymore. I tried to find myself, through searching existentialism. So far I've found nothing. Grant it, the subject is infinitely interesting, but for me, just another pursuit of emptiness. Will I ever find what I'm looking for? Will I ever find myself again? Where have I gone? Where am I?

Maybe Morrissey is right, I do look tired. Tired of what, I don't know. Maybe instead of spending all this energy trying to find myself, I should just create myself. Invent a character that would surround me, that would exemplify what I would like to be, then I could strive to be this ethereal person that I idealize.

Maybe that could work. In the meantime, I'll lose myself in music and try to find whatever remains.
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The Vienna Rose

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